When I think of answered prayers, I think of God's kindness and consideration toward me..Like the time when I showed up at the school gate wearing rubber slippers, unaware of the dress code, barred by entry by the guard, at a critical day where if I am absent that day I would fail the course...
... and the lady tends a small store across the street offered to lend me her shoes when I casually chatted about my predicament... only to find that the shoes that she lent me are brand new, never been worn, and in my size..
and to make it to class just before my name was called on the roll... catching my teachers offguard when I walked in just when I already became fodder for the joke of the day
.. and in hindsight realizing that 8 am is waay too early to open a store in the morning.
When I think of answered prayers, I am amazed at His unlimited wisdom of the affairs of this world..Like when I was in college, and I was sitting for Ed Gan Jr's International Organizations class..
and we were given the killer take home mid-term exam...
infamous for having only one question: "
What is the future of security cooperation in the post 9/11 era?"and the night before I was to turn it in, I cried out to God asking...
God, I don't know what the future of this world is, only You know that. Help me!And in an instant, my hands started typing, and in less than an hour I finished my paper.
A week later, when the grades were posted, I had the biggest shock of my life. I had a 92, the highest in both two sections, besting even the class cum laude candidate...
when the second highest in the exam got a score somewhere in the 80s line.. and all the others got borderline grades...
and when I got back my paper, my prof only had complaints on my organization and formatting...
And a trimester later, I was standing in line to get some stuff photocopied, and I saw the person in front of me photocopying my paper..
And when I asked where did he get it, he said that my prof is handing out copies of my midterm exam as an example of what paper should be.
When I think of answered prayers, I remember the exceeding greatness of His powerOverturning the Dr's diagnosis that I would remain on medications forever and should resort to painting, taking walks, sleeping early and living a low-stress life...
that I would be lucky if I could get and keep a minimum wage part-time job
and be supported by others for the rest of my life...
When now I'm off medications and I've been holding several jobs working at my profession, back to school, and serving the Lord, waking early and going home late... breezing through all my responsibilities with excellence by His grace
just thankful for the privilege to be of service again
and amazed because I really CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.. because I hardly ever feel worn-out or stressed =)
When I think of answered prayers, I think of His love...and how it has given me the grace to forgive... to love myself... and to love others well.
... and freely receive the grace that is offered by others, in all its different shapes and forms.
I can still think of numerous ways He has answered prayers for provision, for intervention in the lives of others, and even the minute things He did to delight my heart. For the unanswered, for the yet to be... for the times I questioned why things didn't work out the way I thought they should have... I can only rest in this...That He knows, that He cares, and that His ways are far better than mine. And that my life is forever graced, just because He is around.